So Close

Jon Mclaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

*this is one of my favorite songs

I'M TIRED

dear you,

what is wrong with you?!?! gosh.......you're different, definitely different. i know everybody changes, but you? you changed 100%! from an innocent patient person to a very sensitive person. i don't know what happen, they also don't know what happen. your new friends only know you from the outside, but me? i really know you since our friendship started. even if you think i never understands you, but i'm trying, and i've tried.

i believe you can be and you will be a better person, please. don't act like a kid, you're adult. i just want you to be like you, because now i feel like you're not you.

but remember, i always love you no matter what happens, i care about you, i care about our friendship. will you do the same thing?

-me :)

i will fall for a boy who will :

-stand out in the rain with me
-cook with, or for me
-let me sing along to the radio
-keep surprising me
-watch movies with me on lazy days
-remember the little things
-help me face my fears
-start play-fights with me with water, or food, or pillows, or anything
-write me post-it love letters
-always say what's on his mind
-let me wear his clothes
-call me things like darling, not babe
-hug me and say "no you're not", when i say i'm fine
-treat me sometimes like a child
-treat me sometimes as an adult
-love me back

that's okay, as long as you're happy. but can i ask you for something? it's simple. don't forget me :)

from a friend of mine for someone she really misses and loves

hey, i miss you bad. i say this because it's true and i'm not lying at all. gosh, can i talk to you? i miss your voice. i miss how you usually play with my hand, tossing it to the air and then catch it again. i miss how you usually forbid me to eat too much noodles. i miss......every little thing about you :( and i still remember every second that i spend with you

it's been over a year and i haven't moved a bit. i still love you with the same way when i loved you at the first time. it's funny how it wouldn't change for you even though you've made me angry or even cry. even after all the bullshits, the pain, the lies, the tears, i still miss you

it's been a long time, yeah it's been 7 months since we ended our relationship. and stupidly, i still love you. when i miss you, i just see your pictures. and i smile for a while. and after that i cried.... it was just sad seeing you laughing out there without me, while i have to hide all these random sad feelings with my fake smiles. it feels... weird you know. missing someone that you used to be spending almost every of your time with her/him. it's amazing how a stranger can be someone you love. it's funny how someone you love can be a total stranger to you. it's like, i'm missing something. i'm missing a part of me. and that part is very big. that's you.

-a friend of mine :)

today is one of my unbelievable and unforgettable day
i met raditya dikaa!!! he came to my school for a talk show, but to bad i can't see it :( he's very kind and funny and and and cool. AAAAAA i'm very happy aaaaaa am i dreaming??? :3 :3

*foto menyusul ya ya ya ya habis hp saya error tak bisa ngupload -___-"

dear you,

actually i don't know what to say.
Today is a very good day, i'm very happy :) thanks
i can't imagine if one day you gotta go somewhere and leave me alone, it will be suck. I hate distance >:O
will you remember me? will you remember all these things?
i want you to be here. forever.


i need you
-me

hi, welcome to my life, welcome to my world i'm very happy to have you here even though i don't like you...........or do i? haha i wish i don't -,- loving someone takes time, and i don't want to be someone who stupidly in love with a wrong person :D btw, i'm happy to be ur friend :) thanks for your kindness and everything :D LOL

as long as you're happy. i'll be okay, and i'm happy for you. No matter how much it hurts. I love you :)

so i said hi to you and you just kept on walking. i'm hurt. i'm not really hurt that we aren't walking. i'm more hurt that you just stop talking to me for no reasons at all. i have no idea what i did, so when you finally get the guts to tell me then maybe i'll be okay.