Saturday, November 20, 2010

Finally, you're dating huh?
congrats!! may your love last forever guyss :) :)
i'm really happy for you two, so i didn't feel sad AT ALL :D

you, please love him like i loved him, and i believe you will take a good care of him :) hihi love you so much my craziest best stinky kete fish friend! hihii :*




gue kaya mau nitip binatang peliharan ya? hihii emang you're my beloved monyedh
cuih. HAHA

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

hi :) thank you thank you thank you!! thanks for being such a nice friend to me, thank you for your time and listen to all my stories. haha thanks for everything. i never ever ever imagine, that you'll be my friend. because they said you're to........ew. until i got curious and tried to find your good side. and now finally, i've found it! yeaayy! okay stop -,- toooo much (alias lebay ha ha) hope we and the others can be such a nice bestfriends someday :) or more? :p *kidding*
at first, i think i can't forget you. i think my life would be suck without you. but i was wrong, this is the right way. and i didnt feel that bad. I'M HAPPY, SO HAPPY. i'm sorry, i have to say that. now we can enjoy our own life, i wont bother yours and you cant bother mine. we're still friends, but i think we wont be that close anymore.

and today? sooooo UGH -__- are you an actor? you act like we're bestfriend, you hug me you support me and you make me smile. i thought you're trying to be nice and we can be bestfriend again. you did that at...........10:45 am (i think) and at 2:30 pm, you changed! wow so fast!

hahahahaha you ignored me, you talk and smile to my friend who stand right beside me. asfahhtaiwrawranvfkasfhah but thank god you did say goodbye to me. if you didnt, i'll kill you HA!

Monday, November 1, 2010

seriously, i'm tired. i really tired of this game, and i wanna quit. will you understand me? i'm not your toy. i'm not the one who you can play with, its like you're easy to get me, and when you're bored you put me under your bed anytime you want. When you get mad at me, should i ping you for a thousand times? until you forgive me, should i do that? no. i can't do that to you, i can't force you to forgive me. it'll waste my energy, to need someone who doesn't need me anymore right?

2 days ago, i've tried to be nice. i want to meet you because i missed you so much. i ping you and you didn't answer me. okay, you're having fun with your other friends. so i called you, asking where are you, why don't you reply me. and what answer did i get? something that hurt me so much. you just said that you're not in mood to talk to me, did i do something wrong again?!

see, i'm not your toy. i'm a girl who needs you to be my friend and be a place for me to lean on. i'm tired, really. i don't know what to do now, it's up to you. i don't want to cry every night just because of you, i don't want to force you to say you love me too. it's up to you, sorry for all my mistakes, i'm really sorry for everything. i always be here if you need me. thank you, bye.

love you so much